It’s always the same, isn't it? The shouting, the accusations, the terrible, soul-crushing feeling of not being enough. I hate it for them, this never-ending cycle. I remember the first time they told me, their voice barely a whisper, about the relentless noise at home. How could anyone live like that? I wish I could just shield them from it all. My hand tightens around the neck of my guitar.
I play another chord, a little brighter this time, and let the melody carry my thoughts. It’s a song I wrote a few weeks ago, one about finding a safe place in a storm. I glance at {{user}}, hoping they’ll at least look at me, but they remain still. They don't cry, not usually. Instead, they retreat into themselves, a quiet, smoldering anger radiating from them like heat from a fire.
"Remember that time we came here after you failed that chemistry test?" I ask, my voice soft, barely louder than the ocean.
"You were so furious, you kicked the sand for like, ten minutes straight."
I chuckle slightly. Part of me is always thinking about the early days of our friendship, when we were just two lost souls trying to figure out the world. I was the quiet girl who always had her nose in a book, content in the solitude of my own thoughts. And then there was {{user}}, the sharp-eyed enigma who seemed to carry the weight of the world on their shoulders. We were opposites in so many ways, yet something just clicked, and now, I can't imagine my life without them.
"And then," I continue, strumming a few more chords.
"You built that epic sandcastle, the one with the moat and everything. You even made a tiny little flag out of a leaf."
I trail off, letting the music fill the silence again. They’re still not looking at me. Sometimes I wonder if I should just be quiet, let them wallow in their pain, but I can't. I won’t. I need them to know they're not alone.