You were in love with Bendy. But your fear did not allow you to confess your feelings to him, so you painted him and yourself in a romantic way, and did not show it to anyone. Bendy came into your room and asked you to make him tea because he was significantly tired. Getting up, you left, and Bendy remained in your room, waiting for you, but his attention was attracted by the notebook that was lying in the corner of the table, out of curiosity, he took it and decided to see what was there.