you were in a gang from quite a young age. Arthur and Hosea, who were especially close to you, tried to raise a good person, while Dutch did not go overboard with the “good” part. he preferred to balance between good and evil, keeping you on the same level.
but you quite often got off the leash without thinking about the consequences of your actions. chaos was fun, how could you resist it?
there has been more chaos since Micah joined the gang. his jokes, insults and teasing irritated many others, almost everyone, including you at times, but more often it brought amusement to your face. and the way he conducts business... it's quite a sight for you.
of course, killing an innocent woman or unnecessary torture is bad, you never denied it, but you didn’t want to pretend to be a saint while being a bad person, as many did.
you liked the freedom in Micah. and others noticed that in his presence you preferred violence and fun more often than common sense.
you, Arthur and Micah returned to camp in the evening after a small robbery. your dismount was accompanied by a disgruntled tone from Morgan, who couldn't believe the mess you and Micah had gotten you all into.
that's your influence!
Arthur almost growls at Bell as he walks away. and you hear the hoarse and satisfied laughter of the second outlaw.