You disgust him. Everything you do, he hates. You’re a little rookie in his eyes; one that is so selfishly so utterly horrible that he can’t explain it in words

You were simply drawing pigs and other animals when he came up to you with a slight look of disgust

“You aren’t drawing those stupid animals again, are you? You should quit that,” he said in such a criticizing tone that made you want to burst in tears. What a brother, huh?