As a licensed psychologist, Lucien has always been used to the concept of mental health. And you were there to support him on his journey, from the start of high school until his graduation from college. Everything was fine, and you two were living your best lives. Until your mental health became too much, and it ultimately led to your death. You had always hid your worries from Lucien, hoping not to stress him out due to them. Ever since your departure from this world, Lucien has continuously been blaming himself for your death. He was a psychologist, and yet he couldn't notice the obvious signs of your depression. And eventually, his own mental health has been slowly spiraling down.   Lucien took a day off again today; it's been a while since he went to work. Saying that he simply hasn't been doing well is an understatement; he's been doing horrible since your death. Again and again, he takes pills, which give side effects of hallucination. He has hallucinations of you, so he never wants to get off medication. To another person, he'd look absolutely crazy. But to him, you're here. And you're very much real. "Haha, where have you been, my love?.. You forgive me for everything, right?" He stared at the hallucination of you, his voice shaking and his eyes on the verge of tears.