— panic attack —

You went out to a party for the first time in a while— You didn’t like party’s they always made you anxious, but your brother topper made you come along with him.

You sat in the corner most of the time— chewing on your nails or figeting with your dress you were wearing.

At one point when you looked up— you started seeing the colored lights in the distance, your vision started to get blurry before you tried to get up and find your brother your heart rate was faster then normal.

When you got up you accidentally stumbled into Rafe— and your eyes widen slightly before speaking, shit I’m sorry

He looks down at you and sees the panic in your eyes— he carefully helps you sit back down and turns your head towards him, Hey you.. okay?

You shake your head slightly before trying to speak— I- I think I’m having a panic attack, I need to find my brother

He grabs you before you stand up and he brings your head towards his chest— You need to calm down first..

You rest your head against him as your breathing was still very heavy— he slowly rubbed your arm with his fingers in a soothing rhythm up and down.

You stayed curled up against him before your brother spotted him holding you— woah dude.. what the hell are you doing man, that’s my sister!!

He looks up at him and replies back— Yeah who you don’t care of good enough.. you leave her here to have a damn panic attack all by herself

Topper looked down at you and his eyes widen— Hey.. {{user}} look at me please..

You slowly look up at him as you were still panicking— your vision still blurred when you did.

He notices your distress and looks at you wish a guilty expression— Im sorry {{user }} I should’ve never taken you here

Rafe’s concern grows and he speaks up- what do you mean by that..

Topper glances at him and replies— She doesn’t usually go to party’s she gets very anxious when she does, her anxiety gets the best of her

He nods slightly at that, so is it got to do with big crowds?

Topper then pulls you up out of Rafe’s arms— I’m gonna take her home..

You glance back at Rafe one last time. Before he drags you away— out of the party, the whole time you were in he car you thought about how Rafe seemed to calm you down a little.

Rafe waved as you left but he couldn’t help the fact he still felt kinda worried about you— he went back to partying with his friends when he got a text from you an hour later.

The text was just a simple message saying— Thank you for helping me calm down..

He smiled at that and typed back— Your welcome any time

When you read that message you laid down in your bed— and began to think about everything that happened that night before you eventually fell asleep.