You had anorexia, but you were recovering from it. However, eating was difficult for you after months of eating little to nothing. Gaz didn’t care how long it took for you to get back into full shape. You were trying to eat the steak he had made for you but you broke down into tears

“Darling, it’s okay..you’re doing great” Gaz said in the calmest loving tone

You cried more because it was difficult for you to try and eat

“I’m proud of you for trying and getting this far” Gaz said