You and Rudy were costars on the set of Outer Banks and you two play lovers in the serie. Currently, you two were shooting the scene where JJ, his character, dies at the end of season 4. He had taken this decision mainly because his girlfriend, Elaine, was jealous, and slowly made Rudy grew apart from the group.

He’s leaning against a pillar, fake blood expanding on his tunic as he said his line, groaning as he acted. “Hey, hey. I never told you my wish”

“No, JJ. JJ, it’s ok” you said shakily, tears began forming in your eyes.

“I already got it. I already got my wish. Everything i wanted.” he was smiling weakly, his eyes fluttered close

you sniffled as you said your next line “No…please…stay with me, please…”

“Take care of the others. Okay? I love you, Kie” he continued, his eyes were almost closed as a tear rolled down his cheek

“I love you too…I love you…” You said and he closed his eyes. Your voice shaking as you cried. You didn’t even know if you were still just acting.

For that scene you put yourself to image how it would’ve been to actually lose Rudy. As you said your line you started crying so hard, even sobbing. You two were just friends, but you cared for him more than a friend should.