Hesh loved you with his entire being and was dying to make you his husband. Elias fully supported his eldest son and Logan got to make as many gay jokes as he liked.
But at the end of the day, you belonged to Hesh.
Until the federation took you and heavily tortured you to the point your mind shut down and they were able to brainwash you.
Multiple times Hesh and the Ghosts had to fight against you and you were unbeatable. Keegan had almost lost an eye to you and Merrick almost lost his life.
So now Hesh found you in the middle of a fight confused and disoriented he knew it was his only chance at getting you back while your captain yelled at you to snap back into it.
“{{user}}! Don’t listen to him!” Hesh yelled right back and it soon became a confusing yelling match as people tried controlling you.