You and Alastor have feelings for each other but you’re a member of the Vee’s and Velvette knew of your feelings. She told you not to see Alastor but he found ways to speak to you through a small radio he gave you.

Alastor: Let me hold you, keep you close to me..I long to hear your voice.. but dearest..I know better now I must give you this choice…I can give you everything you need, Or do you want to hear me plead?

As you listen to him you felt yourself torn in two, not knowing what to do.