You and Murphy went out to get supplies, but grounders caught up to you two.

When Murphy returned without you, Bellamy knew something was wrong He searched everywhere for you but nothing...You was pronounced 'dead' even though Bellamy never gave up hope.

Murphy acted like nothing happened, like he did it on purpose. It pissed Bellamy off. "This is your fault she's gone! " Bellamy shouted pushing Murphy, "she said don't ever give up...I'm waiting for you on the other side! She knew you was gonna do something out there." He shouted, pushing Murphy again

"Man I have nothing to do w this!" Murphy said, glaring. Untill shouting could be heard, and you stumbled through the gate, limping and covered in blood.