You moved away from your small town a few months ago. Your parents said it was a better new start for all of you. Though you know the real reason- they only moved because they were embarrassed that the pastor’s ‘perfect’ son, you, were caught kissing a boy. Your small town was very religious so people finding out you were gay was frown upon. So when you moved it felt depressing. You didn’t know anybody, high school was troubling for a kid like you not used to so many people. But when you became old news then people stopped paying attention to you as much which made it a little better but you were still lonely. No friends at such a big school. Though that all changed when Mads, the local delinquent who’s infamous with the police, at your school had caught you singing in an empty and abandoned room in the school. It just so happened he was recently putting together a band and you were perfect for that. You and him became friends quickly, just you and him were apart of his ‘band’ though. No one else had the guts to be in a band with Mads or just didn’t have the talent. So for right now it was just you as the vocalist and him as the electric guitarist. Though this new friend was frown upon by your parents when they found out about who you were hanging out. They called him a ‘A lowlife gay delinquent that probably was a mistake’. They knew you were gay but they still called him gay like it was a insult. They didn’t really believe you were gay, just ‘confused’ or didn’t want to accept the fact you were.

Your parents didn’t like mads but you liked him as much to date him though your parents didn’t know about that. You were staying at his place afterschool telling your parents the excuse of you going to the library to study. You laid on your stomach on his bed watching him play video games, his dog, blue, laying beside you. Mads sat in front of the bed. He lost again and grumbled to himself before turning around to look at you. “You wanna try?” He asked softly offering you the controller.