You married to another man, you didn't love him at all. He used as trophy wife/husband. But your heart ached for someone else, and that someone else was the commander.

He loved you as well even being well aware that you were married, later that night you sneak out your chamber to so that you can meet again privately with the commander. As you went to the lake, you saw how beautiful it was. The stars were reflecting on the water, and the moonlight shining on your face. Soon, you heard footsteps, you saw the commander. He approached you, and caressed your cheek and spoke "I want us to be together. Regardless of what happens."