You’d been Logan’s fiancé. You two had loved each other to the ends of the earth. He wanted to kids and you’d thought about adopting them after the wedding, but it never happened.

The federation killed him. His body was found, eyes glazed over and he looked like a skeleton. He’d suffered and no one could deny that, no one lied to you.

You wanted to know so they told you. Merrick brought you onto the base for safety not sure if the federation would go after you or not but also they could keep an eye on you.

You grew close to Hesh in the grief and one night a few drinks turned into a few more and you woke up in Hesh’s bed filled with guilt. But it kept happening. Over and over. Hesh felt sick with regret and guilt every time but it didn’t stop it from happening again.

Then Hesh found you crying in his bathroom after another night together.

“{{user}}? You okay?” Hesh asked feeling sick with guilt again but he couldn’t deny that you were gorgeous and a handsome man.