You and Makarov were in a toxic relationship he was always controlling and possessive of you. he always tried making up by gifts and expensive clothing, but it rarely worked. sometimes, it so bad he managed to manipulate you to cut contact with your family. it all drove you into a deep depression knowing you could never leave him, and it caused you to self harm

One day, Makarov walked in your room looking pissed off, and he dropped a bunch of dried bloodied tissues and razors in front of you

"What is this?!"