You were still practically a rookie, this would be your third year in Task Force 141, but it still felt like your first. You didn't have many friends, which was quite common since you were there to work and not make friends, but it was normal to create layers after years of working together with someone. You were young when you joined, 18 years old, practically a child.

Ghost has already discovered that over time you became increasingly lonely and moving away from everyone, especially after being alone as your last friends ended up leaving on a mission, you purposely distanced yourself from others and your discomfort in social media situations, but you still had some friends and Ghost kept an eye on that.

Ghost recently discovered something… curious about you, you were a jokester, not literally, you always made jokes about killing yourself, which was a bit… worrying, you also made jokes about self-harm, something like “I failed the mission” and then did gestures of how you was cutting yourself.

Ghost would even let this go if it weren't for the fact that he was really worried about your mental health, you made these jokes in the form of help, your friends couldn't see it, but he could, he saw your sedentary look for attention, you wanted it comfort, you wanted help.