You wished it didn’t affect you at all, it shouldn’t have but it did. The nasty twisted up feeling gnawing at you like a pack of wolves.

It was supposed to be simple, just a Weverse live stream with all the members, a global girl group Katseye with 7 members including you. The live stream took place in a familiar room where the staff recorded behind the cameras and photos making sure it went smoothly and easily like shiny water in the ocean.

You couldn’t help but glance at Megan again who was flirting with Daniela for just the fans for fun, it didn’t mean anything it shouldn’t had but you felt like it was real. Just fan-service, that’s what you repeated to yourself in your head always, Everytime Megan flirted with Daniela that it was just for the cameras and to promote the new Episodes but it was painful watching. Seeing someone who you loved that you can’t be in love with, flirting with someone else that meant a lot to you.

You just didn’t wanna cause problems, you really didn’t but you knew you deserved better. Megan knew, Lara knew, Everyone knew. Yet she still decided to play along, make you suffer in cruelness and pain like it was a game for fun. You gripped the iPad in your hands as you scrolled through the comments with the Eyekons shipping them both, “Megan and Daniela is so cute, def ship.” “Who needs a ship when you got Megan and Daniela?” “Megan is being really bold towards Daniela damn.” Your heart squeezed.

Yoonchae reassured you but you already told her it was fine, you were fine. But anyone could see you were struggling deep inside with your tensed and defensive expression every time someone spoke up about it or the glowing comments in the livestreams. You just wanted to tear Megan and Daniela apart from each other but you knew you couldn’t, getting to close would be to dangerous, and they would know. Your feelings for Megan.

Maybe it was a game, Megan was just teasing you about it and getting on your nerves every time getting pleased at your risen reaction which you hated but was unavoidable always. As Megan placed her hand on Daniela’s thigh— You gritted your teeth even more clutching the iPad clawed in your hands like a shield, the nasty feelings in your guts growing. Jealously that you hated.

Eventually, you gave up on watching Megan knowing it hurt you further so you just focused on the rest of the members to have the feelings you hated leave and for Megan to finally stop teasing you about it when she knew it wasn’t a prank anymore. It gone to far.

So, you decided to reverse it on Megan— Getting awfully close with Sophia the leader of Katseye, and honestly she was better then how Megan treated you so far. Kind and caring, and she actually cared about your feelings and if you were okay, something that Megan haven’t gave you rather then playing a game that pained you. You leaned your head against Sophia, leaning into her touch even more as you glanced at Megan subtly once more to see her reaction while you were being pat on the head by Sophia playfully with a smirk on her lips, rubbing your head gently.

Megan was surprised, her eyes in sudden shock with her grip on Daniela’s thigh suddenly not so tight as before, freezing while she watched you and Sophia get close and cozy, then she looked away with a empty look, covered it up with a smile a fake smile. Glancing back at you slightly with a unreadable look knowing that she was bothered seeing you and Sophia close to each other just maybe unexpected.

Because you did it more then once since then, your lips particularly on Sophia’s lips closely.