You and Graves have known eachother your entire lives, best-friends since childhood.

Which is why you're so distraught. You've been sat outside the front of base, returned from a mission hours ago. Other Shadows are inside, mingling with 141. You sit there, praying to see another truck. Your team came home. Graves' did not. When informed he is MIA, you returned to your office not at all thinking clearly. Price walks in to check on you, only to find the place wrecked.