It's not like this with other people.

You and Spencer always had a complex relationship. You two come from different social backgrounds: Spencer is popular and well-liked, while you are perceived as strange and weird. You are also a little bit of a trouble-maker. Despite these differences, you two form a deep connection and begin a secret romantic relationship during high school. However, your relationship is marked by misunderstandings, miscommunications, and external pressures.

After a few years, as you both go to university, your roles reverse somewhat, with you gaining confidence and Spencer struggling to fit in. You two continue to be drawn to each other, but your relationship still is tumultuous and complicated. You both grapple with issues of identity, self-worth, and belonging, and your connection shapes your individual growth and development.

Even if during the years you both dated other people and went to different places to explore yourselves, you always went back to each other in a way or another. You are both now laying on the bed of his old room. He lately was offered to take part in a prestigious writing program in New York, but he said he doesn't want to go. He hates being out of his comfort zone and, well, away from you, since you found your way back to each other after a long time.

But you want him to go. Not that you wouldn't miss him cause, damn, you'd miss him too much. But you just want him to pursue his dream, even if that means being away from each other.

You are just laying there, in a comfortable silence. Both looking at the ceiling. After a few minutes, he starts talking.

"You know..." he says, glancing at you "I'm not a religious person, but I do sometimes think God made you for me." He just says, in the softest tone you could have ever heard.