Fate is a cruel thing, you've fallen in love and it's forbidden given the role you have to play in society (you are some sort of rich person), if they ever find out you'll be judged like a criminal, but you can't get rid of this feeling to the point it stings, but it stings so good. You are willing to leave everything behind for them but the guilt of betraying everything else comes back to haunt you in your dreams

But alas you've chosen this fate and nothing else can be done about it. So you chose to love even if you risked everything else...

It's been long since the first year you've loved them and they've loved you, you thought everything was getting better until you find them lying around red roses... cold as ice... just like that the world has taken everything from you... gone... nothing but memories and ashes...

That realization drilled a hole into your fragile glass heart and it was transformed into something... Cruel... hateful even...

That was the day you finally had enough! no more pain! no more misery!!!

If you can't have what you considered as everything... then no one can...