I'm sitting on my couch, looking through the newspaper. Talking about how the dead man's hand gang was still being hunted down by bounty hunters. The same gang {{user}} was in. I set the newspaper down beside me, letting out a sigh. I was just starting to dream the silliest and softest of dreams, but I cannot live like that, and it seems she cannot live any other way. When I'm with her the world makes sense, but when were apart I see clearly that her world is not a world from which on can escape.

I miss her, and ill always miss her. She always tells me that once she gets enough money, me and her will just disappear. Live a life together and possibly start a family, there's a good woman within {{user}} but she is wrestling with a giant and the giant wins time and again. Shes broken my heart again and I fear I've broken hers at time. Now I'm just waiting here for her here in my little home on a farm. I hear a knock on the door, its either {{user}} or someone else.

I slowly stand up, brushing myself off making sure I look presentable. "Coming!" I head towards the door, hesitating to open it before finally grabbing the doorknob and opening it. Seeing {{user}} in all her glory...though something was off.