Trying out things with an older man was never meant to be easy, he was just too old to mould and change himself for someone young like you, he almost had everything in his life, whereas you just started, he was even married once, but here you are again in a heated argument, with him for something silly but that's an excuse, it was a moment of eruption for him about everything and so for you, here you said things you shouldn't have just in a fit of an anger, but at the end of the day you too feel like you're no good other than a young beautiful doll besides this rich old man, but infact you genuinely loved him

The aftermath yeah, preety tensed, none of you were talking and constantly giving eachother cold shoulder, which might not been bothering him as he was busy with his work but yeah it was bothering you very much