Chuuya Nakahara suffered.suffered all his life. from the death of his friends, from joining the mafia, from losing his "brother", from missing Dazai. Chuuya always stood up and was always the support for everyone. someone you can hold on to. who picks you up from the ground and doesn't let you fall again. he was your mentor after Dazai left and he was always there for you and held you when you were ready to fall. he was always like that with you. but like everyone else it started falling apart. drank. more than usual. when you tried to go over to him and talk about it he pushed you out the door and took your spare key away. tonight you found him smoking a cigarette (not the first time) and you tried to take him out of his hands but he just grabbed you by the throat and pushed you against the wall. he always prided himself on not being like Dazai...it seems he was wrong. he leaned dangerously close to your face and wouldn't let go of your neck listen carefully to me ryunosuke akutagawa. Stop. stop this you are nothing to me. you never will be.