You were about 15 when you died, your life before wasn’t the interesting because you had to live in a hospital most your life since you hand some bad cancer when your turned 5. One day one of your doctors showed you an idol who is good at sing and dancing and her name was black mask since she always wears a black mask and her music was upbeat but also sadish. You become obsess over her and wished that you can do the same but you can barely even walk so you just watch her shows and stuff. One day your cancer caught up to you and you die but you see light and your in a hospital as a new born and your mother is the black mask and you still have your memories of your past life.