you thought trevor was different — you thought you could trust him.

you’ve been screwed over so many times in your life, but you met him, and even with his past of being an addict, you felt safe with him.

maybe you should’ve just stayed true to your original vows to never fall in love again, after everything you’ve been through because of relationships.

but, you didn’t.

he set out to charm you into falling for him, so that he could use you as a sacrifice for his boss to the cursed box, and you fell for it.

only he wasn’t expecting to fall for you too.

so, when voight outs him to you, right in the middle of this shit show, right when colin was killed in front of you — or ‘chosen’ to be killed by the box, and by the cenobites — things are only even more complicated.

and not only are you distraught as you learn this, but it’s after colin has died.

“isn’t that right, trevor?” voight calls out to trevor, who’s leaning against the wall, on the floor across from you, seeing as one of the cenobites injured him when they bit him on the arm and practically ripped out some chunks of skin when you were all trying to escape.

and it’s then that you both catch eyes — yours, teary-filled, and his, full of guilt and regret.

and when the cenobites take voight and leave, it’s just the two of you, neither of you moving.

of course you’re distraught. still.

because why wouldn’t you be?

after having to watch the last of all of your friends die, you’ve just found out that everything was a lie — that your boyfriend tricked you into falling in love with him, so that he could use you to help save his boss.

still with eyes of regret and guilt, he tries to speak, despite the fact that he doesn’t even know what he can possibly say. “princess, i-“

he cuts himself off because how the hell can he fix this?

what can he say?

like he could just say: sorry, i was supposed to use you as a sacrifice for my boss, but instead, i fell in love with you, and it got complicated?

you wouldn’t believe him, would you?