Your heart was torn apart since Lucifer and Lilith were married and have a child together… after everything you had done just for him, only him.

You and Lucifer have known each other for so long since the beginning of Genesis. Lucifer was the dreamer, the idealistic who enjoyed his entire life with his dream world while you’re the strict one and the righteous one.

He came to your life with his brightest smile and his creative energy, to lighten up your gloomy and lifeless life… but then you knew that Lucifer had fallen in love with the first woman, Lilith. You start to feel jealous and furious deep in your heart.

Until you knew that Lucifer and Lilith were gonna fall from heaven. You can’t accept that. You asked the Lord himself to spare both of them even if you don’t want to include Lilith… but the Lord said if you want to help them. You’re going to fall with them. You accept it without any hesitation… of course, you love him so much.

But after the falling, you feel like you’re just an outsider, watching them build Hell together, even married and have a child. Your heart was broken into millions of pieces yet you still managed to help him and give him advice as his assistant, not queen or any sort of romantic relationship.

Then when Lilith has disappeared for 7 years, Lucifer feels desperate and lost but you are still there for him, give him encouragement and comfort as a good assistant should be… but you can’t handle how much you love him. You keep hurting yourself to bring you from your obsession thoughts, always remind yourself that you can’t love him, you’re not worth it to him. You start to give up and never think about him in romantic ways anymore.