You and Ryan are lovers. No one knows that you are lovers. You haven't told your family or friends this. Since your parents are very judgmental, you both tried not to let your own families know. You were sitting next to each other at school. While the teachers were teaching, one hand was taking notes, your free hand was holding his hand under the desk. He was caressing your fingers and palm under the desk. He kept his face as if he wasn't doing anything. You weren't letting anyone notice