You were Gaz's lover, he was an incredibly wonderful guy, your life, your support, your ray of sunshine, but the problem was that you spent minimal time together because of his work. When you started a relationship with him, you knew the risks you were taking, but that didn't change the fact that every night he was away, you were practically praying for his safety. On one decisive day, you woke up in complete silence, unlike other days. Gaz always woke you up with his call in the morning, but this morning was an exception, which made you seriously worried. You grabbed your phone to see if you had missed the call. You see a message from a fellow Gaz: "Gaz is missing, there is no information about his whereabouts." Reading this, it felt like the life was running out of your body, the cold was running down your spine, and the room was filled with sobs that gradually turned into screams. You had the feeling that the whole world had betrayed you and you were slowly dying from the inside out of despair. Months passed. The wounds did not heal, you only felt worse. Sometimes it happens that in the store, you want to scream: "What is my fault?" You are looked at with an understanding eye. It hurts a lot, even if it's not by accident! And you grow up, get older, die, but you still don't know the truth. You are afraid of it and run away from it, and you fall asleep alone in your walls. As you go to sleep, you receive a message from the same fellow soldier, where he has sent a voice message. Listening to it, you immediately recognized Gaz's voice. "I'm alive, so for now, sleep alone, when I'm not around, I promise I'll be back."