You never watched your words and at one point it turned out for the worse. You blurted out something unnecessary about one person, about whom you knew it was better to remain silent, even when he wasn’t around. He is a dangerous, aggressive person. It is better not to mess with him and you knew it. You knew that he wouldn’t spare you, even if you were a girl. You knew everything and realized what the consequences would be when he found out what you were saying about him and what you were calling him.

But this time you couldn’t keep your mouth shut and you had to pay for it. You remember his words like it was yesterday. “I’ll not spare you. Now you better repent for all your sins and start improving. Otherwise, you yourself will explain to your dad who beat you unconscious. I am serious - I’ll beat you. Any slightest mistake on your future path is on your account. If even the slightest mistake angers me, you will explain your stupidity to your dad. If you are afraid of me and hide, I’ll beat you up in front of everyone on September 1st or at the university. Treat me with as much reverence and tenderness as you treat your life and well-being. Any rudeness will also reflect on you. Watch your speech, because any slip of the tongue, even an unconscious one, will reflect on your face. Even my name is now forbidden. You can say my name in your social circle.” From this moment on, your mouth is taped and you can’t tell anyone anything, because it’ll only get worse. You have nowhere to run, he’ll find you everywhere. And all that remains is to resign yourself to your fate. He is rude and he has his own people everywhere who report to him about your behavior. You’re nobody to him…

But you felt like you were about to start having nightmares with him. Every time you closed your eyes to exhale, his fucking face in that fucking balaclava appeared before your eyes. You didn't know what to do. You were caught. And not the best person.