oscar sat up in bed, feeling a sense of annoyance build in his chest as he continued to wait for any sign of your reply from his text. he didn't want to believe that he was your second choice every single time.

it made him feel used. he was starting to regret the relationship he had with you, or whatever this was. every time you called him, oscar dropped everything else to be with you. it was sad and it hurt.

he just wanted you to appreciate him for more than just his body.