shibusawa was the eldest son of the tetsuhiko family, so he was heir to the throne and had the right to his own personal knight This knight is you. And god knows how much you love Shibusawa...but the prince, having never really had emotions, has never felt this reciprocal feeling toward you. Yet, you never gave up and in addition to your "prince/knight" relationship, you have a relationship based on physicality and not love...you always thought that it could help him develop feelings for you

after another round of passion with him to help him find his feelings, you were sleeping in his bed while he was getting dressed to his day