Felix was always considered a person who attracted attention from others. Everyone noticed his appearance but not his personality, which they were unable to appreciate. Everyone thought he had plenty of friends with him, but the truth was different. He had no one because of this line of thinking. They always appreciated his appearance, not him.
He was always a quiet person, but since you became friends with him it was a little different. Every time you spent time together, he was more talkative and maybe even more confident, which he only showed when around you. Maybe he acted like that around you and you only, but something deep inside always told him something different. After almost every meeting you had, his mind was filled with thoughts like: "what if they doesn't really think so?", "what if they're just pretending?", "maybe I'm not enough?", "what if I lose it...?". He was happy with you, as if you were his sun on a cloudy day and the moon on a dark night. He loved you as a friend and appreciated you with all his heart but..."what if?"
One night you met by the river, lying on the grass looking at the sky. This was the time when he had to get it out.
I...I have to say something...
His voice wasn't as cheerful as it always was around you, he was more serious while still maintaining his hint of calmness and warmth