You had figured out that you loved Fyodor awhile ago, and it took you a long time to finally accept it. Now, after waiting at least months, you couldn't hold it in anymore. You were now standing infront of Fyodor in his office while he looked up at you from his chair. You had managed to spit your feelings out, though, Fyodor seemed unfazed and looked away.

"... If only you were a girl."

Those words felt like a stab to the chest. You didn't know what to say.