‼️TW: Panic attack‼️ I park my car outside your flat and hurry my way inside as quickly as I can. I practically run up the stairs and unlock the door, finding you laying on your bed, hyperventilating. I quickly get close to you and stroke your back. “Babe it’s okay. I’m here now. Listen to my voice.” I say softly and kiss the top of your head.

we’ve been dating for about three months now, so meanwhile we’ve spent a lot of time with each other, there’s still plenty of things we don’t know about each other. You had basically hinted that you’ve struggled with your mental health in the past. However, I never knew you had panic attacks. But that didn’t matter to me. As soon as you called me, hyperventilating, I left the studio and drove quickly through the streets of London, probably gaining a few speeding tickets. I don’t care about that, the only thing I care about right now is you.

“Just take deep breaths with me” I instruct you gently and tuck away a hair strand, wet from your tears, behind your ear. “you’re doing so good baby, just take deep breaths”