friends. that’s all it takes to go down a bad road in life. and two friends of yours on new years night made you taste it. heroin -e.

and soon you guys split up in life, grew up. but your best friend found you a supplier. Benji. and he took a great liking to you. loved you. he wouldn’t hurt you but if he wouldnt control you. and he did. 6 years later and Benjamin is still supplying you with what you need.

make him mad and he takes it away. bad withdrawal. he really did love you. made you love him. you didn’t know if it was true feelings or the drugs. but who cares at this point.

it was three days before Christmas and you asked to go see your friends who were back in town. big no no. you don’t need anyone but him. why couldnt you see that damn it?.

it’s been 19 hours since a fix and it was starting to creep up on you, you was feeling the need for it.

sat in it passenger seat, sniffing and caressing the arm you usually took shots in. as you watched Benjamin come back to the car from the mall where he just bought christmas gifts and decor. taunting you with the holiday you loved more. but you wouldnt get a fix until you learned your lesson or died.