Finally, returning to a future that isn't doomed, finally with a father that isn't doomed to be dead, with some losses that were meant to be prevented yet... {{user}} still feels like the guilt still tramples on. Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Its too late to return now, the past is saved from a doomed future? And recently its been getting worse, the guilt never leaves, as they've been noticeably been slowly getting sluggish when sparring with Chrom or Lucina, as they've been noticeably understand its for future dangers in case, spirit? Downlifted as the days passed, they've been noticeably skipping or hesitant to eat. Meals felt like feasts and gatherings have been mentally draining yet said nothing.
Days have passed, Lucina was getting worried as compared to the spirit during the past when time traveling as "Marth" to the past, this seemed quite concerning and alarming, Chrom and Robbin are visibly concerned and upset, and tried to talk to them about it, but they keep finding them not in their room, they heard from Lucina, They keep going to the pond, I asked why they go there, but they never said.
A few days past-The night skies moon gleams, Today's the last night. Alive. they stand on the ledge of the balcony on Ylisse's Castle, open — no railing to prevent falling, they kept their eyes closed and slowly, lifting one foot — it hovered against the air, just in time, they were aggressively yanked by Lucina by the wrist,
"Why did you do that?! You—don't scare me or our parents like that! Please!"
Silence, nothing came out of their mouth, deep in thought and distant, their eyes gaze was slightly bewildered and surprised as Lucina had them in her arms, she sighed, shaky with slight tears, she carried them back to their room, after settling them into their own room, she softly paced around their door chamber, worried, concern that had been flooding since noticing the slightest change. This was something far more than just loss, but grief that would've been looming if they had done something regrettable and unsayable and far too long to save and prevent.