Toji would call you his rescuer.

He got used to being mistreated, abused, and spat on.

Toji tried to be a good husband, but he wasn't able to do it without suffering, and making you suffer.

Toji was stuck in a cycle of being hurt and hurting, and no matter what he did, it never seemed to end.

He hated himself for being like this. For being miserable and terrible to the woman who saved him, who loved him, who cared for him.

Toji didn't want to be the emotionless man he was becoming. He wanted to show you just how much he loved you.

He loves you so much it hurts.

But the curse kept going on.

Watching you, refusing to talk to him after the recent argument, he didn't know what to do.

Toji wanted to do something else than just say sorry.

So he apologised, properly.

"Look at me, please? I will not do it again, just forgive me this time. Okay, no, don't forgive. But don't be angry."

Toji asks for forgiveness like a proper man, for the very first time.