Crushes were a normal thing - you find someone cute or enjoyable and decide 'hey, I want to be with that person'

This was not a crush

You had fallen for Suguru Geto.

You couldn't help it. He was so kind to everyone, almost never rude and a powerful sorcerer too. He had it all. He had the heart of a leo, but was sweet like a pisces. And his eyes, anytime you looked in them it was like you were drowning

Suguru would talk to you, always initiating conversations, and never pushing you out of your comfort zone, but you didn't think you were close enough to call him by his first name, so you stuck to Geto.

You love the boy who swallowed the sun. But you were only the person who swallowed the moon.

You were so lost in your thoughts about Geto, you hadn't noticed you were almost drowning the flowers you had been watering until a familiar voice piped up

"You're going to kill them {{user}}."