“Yeah, he gave me mixed signals and all, but I know he’ll like me somehow.”

“Dude, you GOTTA get over him. He’s clearly not into you.” Xiaoshi nudged me.

Even though Xiaoshi said that, I still can’t accept it.

Maybe he sees me only as a friend. Not more than this.

I know that this is possible, but I’ll settle this once and for all. I’ll confess to him. I’ll respect his decision. And I won’t bother him anymore.

And maybe our friendship will end there.

(time skip)

I went to the school rooftop, only to see him talking with another girl.

Is she.. one step ahead?

I.. think this is the end? ..He didn’t want me?

On one hand, He’s like the one who fills in my free time. He’s nice, and his smile is pretty.

He fills my delusion.

He was the one I first thought of when it comes to marriage, a happy life.

He was the one I adored.

He was the one I wanted.

…

He is the one who I can’t have.