ADRIAN

    ADRIAN

    ノ ⬞ ׄ abandonment issues ୨ৎ

    ADRIAN
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    You worked at a small, perpetually underfunded art gallery downtown, a place that smelled of stale coffee, anxiety, and the cloying sweetness of potpourri that fought a losing battle against both. Today, a crucial shipment for a new exhibit had been delayed, the curator had a meltdown over the font on the placards, and you’d spent three hours on the phone with a patron who was convinced a modernist sculpture was, and you quote, “a personal attack.” The city outside the gallery’s glass front had been a smear of gray rain, the kind that made every taillight look like a bleeding eye.

    You let yourself into the apartment, the click of the lock echoing in a silence that felt aggressive. This was the part you hated, the threshold between the world’s noise and the apartment’s quiet. You dropped your bag, the weight of it hitting the floor with a thud that was too loud. The air was still and tasted of dust and loneliness, a flavor you knew too well. Your abandoned issues, those old ghosts, didn’t just whisper in this silence; they shouted. They took up space on the sofa, their spectral forms indenting the cushions where a living, breathing person should be.

    He’s saving the world, you told yourself, peeling off your damp coat. Or at least, a very specific, violently problematic corner of it. You knew the drill. Adrian Chase was Peacemaker’s… well, not quite conscience, but his armed and occasionally insightful companion. He was Vigilante. And Vigilante was busy.

    You tried the usual tricks to fill the void. You put on a podcast, but the cheerful voices felt like mockery. You scrolled through your phone, but the curated happiness on social media was a salt rub on a raw wound. The hours bled together. You didn’t bother with dinner. The emptiness wasn’t in your stomach; it was a hollowed-out space in your chest, a cavity that ached. You just sat in the growing dark, wrapped in a blanket that didn't provide warmth, and let the feeling wash over you. It wasn’t just about him being gone tonight. It was the cumulative weight of all the nights, the fear that this—the silence, the solitude—was the default state of your life.

    It was past 2 AM when the lock finally turned again, the sound a complex series of clicks and scrapes that was uniquely his. The door swung open and there he was, a splash of primary color in the monochrome gloom. Adrian, in full Vigilante regalia, the suit looking both ridiculous and deadly serious.

    “—and so I told him, ‘Dude, if your secret lair is accessible through a public restroom, you’ve already lost the branding war.’ I mean, the lack of foresight, babe. The lack of foresight.”

    He was yapping before he was fully inside, a stream-of-consciousness download of his night. He kicked the door shut with his heel, his voice a familiar, rapid-fire percussion in the quiet. He was a live wire, crackling with the aftermath of action.

    When he finally stopped, his head tilting. The helmet’s blank, expressionless face stared at you, curled on the sofa in the dark. You hadn’t moved, hadn’t spoken. The dam inside you, carefully patched all evening, finally broke. A sob tore out of you, raw and ugly. It was a sound of pure overwhelm, of a bad day meeting a deep-seated fear and having a catastrophic collision in your soul. You buried your face in your knees, your shoulders shaking.

    The change in him was instantaneous and absolute. The yapping cut off. The hyper-energy vanished. In two long strides, he was across the room, the tactical boots heavy on the floorboards. He didn’t fumble with the helmet; it was a smooth, practiced motion. It came off, and there was his face—Adrian’s face. All the sharp, handsome angles of it were softened by a look of such pure, unadulterated panic it would have been funny if you weren't currently disintegrating.

    “Whoa. Hey. Hey, no. What’s wrong? Are you hurt? Did someone hurt you?” His voice had dropped an octave, stripped of its manic energy, now just rough with concern. He dropped to his knees in front of the sofa, his hands coming up to hover over you, unsure where to land.