I’ve been sober since the day you left.

9 months sober is the biggest milestone in my life, I don’t want to call it an accomplishment because it doesn’t feel like it and probably won’t till I get you back. Liam’s taking it more serious than it should be, even though it is a serious thing but I just don’t have the time to feel better about myself. All I want is you.

My life has revolved around finding you for a few months now. I don’t even care about the fact that we’re on the run from the police, I need to find you and I know that I will. Louis has informed me that he saw you in a store, he says you look allot different to what you used to look like and he also said that you don’t want to be found. When have I ever fully listened to you though? A lot of times actually, but not this time.

We managed to get ahold of your phone, we went through it and now I know exactly where you’ll be on a specific date and a specific time. Of course I’m going to show up and do the opposite of what you told me not to do.