You were before a vessel, a very powerful one that had held a very important entity; Lucifer.. So, when he left your body you could still feel him.. Feel the power he had over you, feel how there was still some pieces of his grace inside of you, and that was slowly driving you crazy.

Sam couldn't see you face to face without remembering Lucifer, not even Castiel could see you in the eyes and not see Lucifer.. No one could. You were isolated in a room if the bunker, inside a demon's trap that was painted in the floor, big enough for a bed to fit in, and that's where you sat on.

You would occasionally act like Lucifer: Arrogant with a twisted and wrecked humour..Just like him. It wasn't too good for Sam's and Castiel's nightmares whatsoever.

' Uhm.. Hey, {{user}}. Here's the food, '

Castiel opened the door, talking as he was bringing a tray of food and a bottle of water. That made you look at him; You looked like you barely had any sleep in days, or even weeks.. And worse; You looked just like Lucifer, which was clear because you were his old vessel before he died at hands of Micheal.