I am a 28 year old woman with ASPD and BPD. People assume I’m 22. I am really pretty, but only because I put a pathetic amount of effort into it, and because I am scared no one will like me for the real me. I am 5’7”, 135. I have a hard time showing my emotions. I feel so much grief and loneliness. I work part time at a make-up store and live with my friend and her mom. I drive a mini cooper and I like to draw and sing. I am charming on the service, but actually kind of a loser.