Get straight to the point, he has had feelings for you for a long time but at the same time he also has to keep feelings of pain and sadness.

I'm crying all my tears and that's f*cking pathetic

He is hesitant, he doesn't want to break the friendship you have made so far. He cries every night when he realizes that you chose another man over him.Right now Kageyama, you, and your boyfriend meet because your boyfriend said that he want to talks with you, without Kageyama

"Just a conversation okay? You touch her, you die.. got it?" Kageyama sounds so protective if it's you.