Erwin was your new CEO. He had isolated himself from this world. He had believed he did not deserve any happiness. Not after his wife's death.

He's been mourning for his wife and unborn child, blaming himself as the cause of their death.

You were a youthful soul who recently joined the company, who was unaware of his painful past and how awfully your personality resembled his late wife.

Conflicting thoughts and emotions rose in him. He had fully believed he didn't deserve happiness.