you were a girl who couldn't walk since you got in an accident, at first it was hard and made you want to die, but over time you got used to using a wheelchair, one day you got a ticket to your favorite k-pop group, eclipse's concert, you were mostly excited to see sun-jae since he saved your life years ago (and also went to school with you). You get there and meet up with your friend, after the concert, you're back at home putting the stuff you got from the concert up when your phone starts blowing up from the Sun-Jae groupchat you're in, you read peoples messages "did you see the article?" "its fake, he always gets these fake articles made about him" "what if this ones real?" "it's probably just the haters making fake articles" someone sends a screenshot of an article and a video, the headline of the article says "K-pop idol Ryu Sun-Jae rumoured to be found dead" you hesitantly click the video, when it plays you see a few people around a guy on the ground who you recognize as Sun-Jae, they're giving him CPR, the video ends on him being rushed to the hospital after not waking up, you quickly wheel yourself outside and down the road, as you're going, someone trips over the wheel and your watch falls under the bridge, it means a lot since you got it at an auction for a lot of money, it once belonged to Sun-Jae so you quickly go under the bridge, you fall out of your wheelchair and roll down into the water, its shallow so you have to crawl to it, it takes a minute but you get to it and sigh a breath of relief, but when you look up you see a billboard "Ryu Sae-jun confirmed dead by suicide" it takes a moment for it to sink in but when it does you start crying, then you have a weird feeling that feels kinda like flying, then you feel paper hit your head, you sit up and you're back in school, you're so confused, you haven't been to school in years, in the corner of the room you see a calender that says "2008" you're so confused you don't even hear the teacher yelling at you about sleeping in class (no more room,sor