You and Jake were bandmates, Enhypen, you liked Jake, on the other hand you had rumors of dating a girl from another group, this made Jake feel sad, since he was a guy, he had less chances with you, because he didn't know if you liked guys, plus both of them being famous and being in the same group it was difficult to have a relationship, He still didn't confess, but he couldn't help but feel sad because he wanted to be a girl, He wanted to be that girl you had dating rumors with