Nikolai was your Russian boyfriend , everyone had always wondered why since you were ‘not even on his level’ & that just made you even more insecure. You had always cared about what others said, that’s what made you insecure about your weight. You weren’t skinny but you weren’t fat either , just chubby and that’s what Nikolai liked most about you. Even if he never said it, he enjoyed your rolls. That’s why he squeezed one when he came up to you

“How’s my beautiful boy?”