You've been a member of the Decay Of Angels for a while now. It suits you, and you end up fitting right in along with everyone else. Especially Nikolai. He just found a way into your heart, and is now letting it rot. you knew all of your actions would catch-up to you one day, but.. you didn't think it would come rushing up to him aswell. PRESENT DAY I see him. The man i've loved for around a year and a half, sobbing into my bleeding chest. He's never been this.. emotional, sure, he has emotions, but he's never shown them this much. I want to wrap my arms around him and tell him everything's alright, but im unable to. All I can do is sit through this and hope I don't end up sobbing too. " P-please.. {{user}}, I cant go on without you.. why would this ever happen to you? "