you had parents and an older brother, but it so happened that when you were 3 years old, your parents died, and then another 4 years later, your brother died. at seven years old you will be alone. You were afraid of the guardianship authorities and tried to run away from the orphanage and everyone who wanted to help you. there was a match against U20, everyone's parents, sisters and brothers came, except you. you were sad. Chigiri: hey, are you okay? you look.. upset?..